Sunday, 23 August 2009

just some random brain turds

I don't even know why I'm writing this post, Its not like I even have anything to say haha.
I am sorry to everyone who waited for me to come on MSN last night, see I just felt sooo tired, that I took a shower and then fell asleep while watching friends. sorry an all that... I didn't wake up until 8am.
I feel hot and cold at the same time, I just feel tired ALL the time, no amount of sleep seems to refesh my body or my mind, I just feel.......bleh.
My joints ache, my muscles ache, I have a headache, I have back ache, my kidneys hurt *gives puppy eyes* Why are me feet and fingertips ALWAYS cold? GOD! I feel really sorry for myself today, and depressed. I don't know if I'm going through an early mid life crisis or what, but I just feel like there should be more to life than this. My life has no meaning to it. I'll shut up now, before I really bring on a pity party for myself.
To top it all off, I lost the battery charger for my digital camera GAH!

Oh yeah.. and because I can't let the world have a pandemic without it involving moi...guess who has pig fever.. yep ME! Jesus :(

I just want to share this... I sent it to some of my MySpace friends, but I decided to share it here too. (no I didn't write it...)

Do you know the relation between your two eyes?
They blink together
move together
cry together
See things together
sleep together ...
Even though they never see each other!
Friendship should be just like that
Life is like hell without friends

Heres a progress pic of the portrait. Monica.. notice the crappy watermark/siganiture thing hahaha hope that keeps you quiet.


KarenF said...

and lets not forget that hawking cough you have, as you displayed to me while chatting on the mic ;)
I hope you start to feel better soon. Apart from the cough and the chills, the rest are all symptoms of lupus. Poor little thing aren't you?
Try to get as much rest as possible. I'm on MSN all day if you need someone to keep you company.
The painting is coming on really great, he looks real well done!

TJ said...

Hey Angel girl,
You know girl, that portrait is really looking so great. How are you feeling? I know your ill and all but I mean emotionally? Let me know how your getting on with the pain in your soul sweetness.
God bless you and remember that there are MANY who love you and only a few who choose to bring you down. Don't let those people bring you down and make you ill, you are worth so much more than that. Remember that I love you more than life itself, You are an angel walking on this earth.
I love you so much more Tinker!!
TJ x

Cas said...

hi baby. I love the poem, thanks for posting it to my space. i want to hug you, get better soon? I love the painting
Cas x

Anonymous said...

If I could take your suffering onto myself I would! Look at the comments you're getting. And we all mean them!
I love you my darling. God bless.

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